l'autre

Finalement!

it is ova.

for everything unimportant.

now

produce.

je dois travailler.

Je dois!!!
 

Premiere question de culture!

quel chanteur/ chanteuse francais(e) tu connais?
Emily Loizeau.

Elle est tres belle!
Absolument magnifique!


J'adore!
 

I'm so tired of thinking about design every waking hour.
its not always actively doing anything, but its always on my mind.
like a clinging worry.
I was pondering,
this is so different from studying sciences in JC, secondary.
Then, I could compartmentalise better.
When I'm out of school or tuition, its really out. haha.
and of there are always sure answers and formulas to follow, to know you're correct.
Design is a bit of stabbing in the dark, for me at least.
I feel like I dont have enough background to feel comfortable.
Its a bit like taking a stab here, see what the tutor says.

and the motivation part, urgh. I'm still dealing with that.
drawing up my almost dry intrinsic self-motivation
or whatever.
but i know the Lord will always fill it up aplenty til it overflows.
that's why I'm still here.
aza aza fighting!

french oral and hr test awaiting tomorrow morning.

I end school on the 17th unofficially. maybe 20th officially.
hmmm.. what should I do then?

I'm thinking of taking french 2 during riba sem.
sounds crazy?
pondering...

mots de bonbon


 

My #%#$ wisdom teeth has been such a pain these few days.
I cant eat, cant do work.
There's something about pain from injury or wounds
that really make me want to sleep it off.

When I'm at home. I feel like I'm in another time zone. I cant feel time at home.
or in studio.

maybe its just me.

A demain, french test, be good to me.
 

 

notice that tear near her.






some jacket fashioned from rhino

everyday s'a halloween.


I'm getting that feeling like something good is going to happen.
I just have to DO IT.



 

Death note and the cube 2 in one sitting.
urgh.

so much mind-boggling killing.

Alvin really has a sense of humor.

Design is going down the drain.
no, i should not say that.
I just haven't put shit effort into it.
it'll be good.
yes.

Sometimes when I talk,
my mouth and brain disconnects.
and i malfunction and start spewing @#$#@


this song gave me chills when I listened to it in french class

Mystère
De nous passager sur la Terre
On est venu pour quoi faire, faire
A quoi ca sert
Parler ou se taire
Travailler, chercher des airs

(the mystery of us, passengers on Earth
what is our purpose to be here
what is it for
to speak or be quiet
work, search for air)

Vous dire
Ce qu'on a déjà dû vous dire
La vie c'est du plaisir
Ouhouhouh,
Ou des soupirs
Pourquoi on est là
Mais moi je sais quoi

(you say
what has been said before
life is of pleasure
or of sadness
why are we here
but me, I know why)

Je suis venu pour elle
Pour qu'on s'endorme ensemble,
Qu'elle vole avec mes ailes.
Mm, je suis là pour l'amour
Il semble

(I have come for her
for we fall asleep together
she flies with my wings
I am here for love
it seems)

Que dire?
De naître et après de mourir,
De ne jamais rien pouvoir voir,
Jamais savoir,
Défaites ou victoires?

(what to say
of birth and after death
of never being able to see
never knowing
defeats or victories)

Et par-dessus le toit,
Le ciel, elle,
C'est la seule raison pour moi, elle,
D'aimer danser dans ce bal
Sous les étoiles
Musique et mystère
Mais pour moi, tout est clair

(and on the roof,
the sky, she
is the only reason for me, she
loved to dance in the ball (ref: life is like a ball dance)
under the stars
music and mystery
but for me, everything is clear)

Je suis venu pour elle
Pour qu'on s'éveille ensemble,
Qu'elle vole avec mes ailes.
Mm...
Je suis là pour l'amour
Il semble
Je suis venu pour elle
Je suis venu pour elle
Mm...

(I have come for her
for we wake up together
she flies with my wings
I am here for love
I have come for her)


sighh..

Aujourd'hui, ja'i apprendre aussi une chose.
(Today, I have also learnt one thing)

"Il y a une seule chose, que je vais.
C'est que je ne sai pas"

"there is only one thing that I know.
That is I do not know."






 

omg.
why they'd want to drag-ify themselves, i dont know
the fried hair, rouge hues.
it's all a bit hard to swallow.
and hyun joong looks like his wearing a DRESS.
like emily's red dress.
devastated.

T.T
l  l
l  l
l  l


i should stop posting youtube videos.
and STOP watching them.

 

its a love hate relationship with consumption
Sure it makes me feel good to own things, to buy things,
to eat good food or look good in clothes or whatever,
but then i think of all this waste.
all the scheming advertisments and marketing ploys
all these things. objects. materials
flooding everywhere.
 very distracting.

how can the earth groan?
its not alive.

scarlet hands, lovely song.